cigarette to 2 days

I know
I know my guilt
I climbed a lot of cigarettes
I wrote everything that I never let you read.

I burned a letter in the chest
How much I always loved you.
My favorite songs are the sad ones.
so I can sleep without remorse

Yes, I want a time machine.
Yes, I would choose not to meet you.
but I'd look at you one last time from far
I would not let you cry that day at school.

Yes, I would choose not to meet you.
but I'd look at you one last time from far
And I would not leave you when your heart broke.

I know my guilt
this torments me
your love is my dream
My love is the mismatch in us

and if I could have a time machine
Yes, I would come back.
Yes, I would never have known you.
but I'd look at you one last time from afar.